What am I?? A wimp???

Such a difficult day. I have only lost half a pound in two days. To be THIS big, and THIS hungry and to NOT see results on the scale? That sucks. I thought I was positive enough this wouldn't matter... since I know I MUST lose over time.... But it got to me today. But I didn't quit... I stuck with it. Drank more water today.. haven't had enough the last couple of days.. don't know what affect it will have.

Other diets definitely seem like a piece of cake compared to this. EVERYTHING seems like a piece of cake compared to this. OH, Lord, I feel you are in this. Can I do this? Can I really change? Can I have life and have it abundantly? Am I going to see results?? What am I doing wrong? Or is it anything? God you have to help me...  (even more than you OBVIOUSLY are). I don't want to LOSE the affect of this eating  this way for a week has on me. That would seem like a SERIOUS mistake.  Help me figure this out Lord.... without you I can't do this!!

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.